JUST SAD

Just sad for the feeling and warmth,
talking to God though I know he knows all.
I'm alone and it's fine. The goal
is shifting and roaring to find my soul.

I just want a hug and a cry,
the forest beneath hooves or a highway is good.
I'm alone and so strong by myself.
Wind is my water and songs are my food...

...

The kitchen walls are breathing, the milk is in the tea
and window glass is streaming like waves in the sea.
The wind twists in my hair and in my nose there's a snot.
I'll come back home riding, and I'll be drinking a lot!

DESCRIPTION:

Selisi Rigow: The whole scene of the song is an unknown forest and a traveler with no home is riding through it while searching for his goal.

I "wrote" this song riding my white horse through the forest. I've been singing the first part to him for months thinking how good the song will end up to be (it actually didn't turn out as good).

I felt in a way sad, but for no particular reason. Just for healing myself from all the little remains of problems and hurts.

Being alone has usually a very bad meaning for me, I am hungry of company and love of others, but I want to make myself strong and independent, and that was why I wrote that it was fine, to make it fine.

The second part I also "wrote" on my horse. In search of that healing I am wishing to cry a bit and I am wishing for that love but I'm trying to find it still being alone, in some other places and ways. Traveling without a destination has always seemed like the best thing to me and I often dreamed about it.

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The last part of the song actually doesn't belong to the story. I was about to finish my song adding a few different things but somehow, when my friends were staying a few days with me, that one evening we've decided to have fun and I made this into a parody.

Since we saw "Mad Mod" episode of Teen Titans for fun, we were now having fun by watching those "hypno screens" we found on YouTube (not to mention drinking the tea), so everything we looked at afterwards was moving.
Romi often makes fun of dramatic appearances, like a brave warrior riding a beautiful horse, the wind in his hair and a snot in his nose... So I just had to put that in this song.